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and here comes the pain!

is it me or ain’t the girls kinda mummified themselves?

make-up galore….. it’s like being in a cosmetic lab when all the trials were conducted….. and here are sum of the main casualties:

1. lydia…. a pharmacist, died due to suffocation of the foundation powder and strangled to death by that thing she called a hairstyle….

2. a witch, fiano….. suffer severe breathing complication due to foundation powder and all thos white stuffs and blinded by the maskara

3. jane june…. she a beauty,i’m on your side june…. huhuhuhuhu

4.the hobbit from shire-dang…..shrunk to death by those (i dunno what to call them) and what was left of the corpse remain undiscovered due to the shortness….

4. the names are classified due to time constraint…..huhuhuhu

but seriously, don’t u fell a bit superficial by all that things u call cosmetic wonders… it’s like trying to remold urself, to be sumone else…..  i don’t mean to be cruel here but i do think that nature has it’s on captivating beauty… huhuhuhu neway, don’t take it seriously guys, just wanna joke round since it will be the last time to see you guys naturally..huhuhuhuhu

and yes, i was dazzled by the way the girls dressed themselves…..and wow is the best compliment i could conjure……. congratz… kinda setup the mood of the night….the red carpetted night

but yes…it’s still a nasty affair

a nasty affair…..

okay, let see…. i got to play dress-up…;p uhuhuhuhuh

first of all, the choc cake was great…. rich and very ‘chocholaty’…. as aziz would say.."i’m in heaven" ;p yes the cakes was wonderful… they are eating my hearts out… the other dish was so so but can u believe the fact that we only had glasses and glasses of sky juice….. and the coffee… dunno coz i’m not a coffee-person……

then there’s the band and music… syahmi really caught my eyes for the passionate drumming….. and napit for the everlasting display of pure talent…. the others…. i dun really paid attention coz i was busy chatting here and there and enjoy the company of pn liza…. she’s really sumthing else apart from the bio class….

next up is the photo session….. it’s kinda tiring….. and full of surprises….. the surprising moment of the whole lot would be taking a pic wif kay, wif her hubby (that’s what they told me) as the photographer…. kinda nervous and i really felt akward and it’s send the gust of antartice straight up my femur….huhuhuhu neway kay had been such a good sport to me at times and i kinda looked at her as the appreciative type… thanks kay, good luck and thanks… then came in a few of those who i knew only by name (reinuka - ei, she’s cute-lah;p, nordina and her two friends i don’t even recognise - sorry ya, licky,….)…. and of coz the time when i got to play the perfect celebrity (being a complete ass!!!!)  in a pic wif ana… she has the knag to condem me like one witch i knew (huhuhu- i still hv sumthin bout the witch later) and this time, i got even… huhuhu……

it’s great fun also to watch the others… all dressed up… beautiful… handsome.. all under one roof…. and i gotta hand it to you guys…. when u guys decided to play the prom part… u guys really hit the right note….. i would say, it’s the most beautiful/handsome assemble of people i’d ever seen….

but still….. a nasty affair……

grand theft auto: san andreas

a game where i can be one of the bad guys…. guns..killing…pimping (a luxurious job…a job worth considering;p)…. cars.. i like using the knife…. courtesy of an expert review by mr aziz the diver!;p

but one thing bothers me….. how do one increase one’s sex appeal… and what does sex appeal suppose to mean….. and how do you suppose to spray all the tags (all 100 of em) it’s everywhere yet no where to be found….

and the progress kinda takes alot of my times… i almost considered using the cheats!!!!!!!!!

but a good game …..

star wars;revenge ofthe sikh

sucks…. the graphic’s out… the gameplay’s out…. u owe me one aziz the diver!!!!!!!

more books ……..

author; david eddings

i’m beginning to loves this guy…. his book really hooked me by the ears…and eyes….and nose…..and mouth…..and ……….. hah

this book setup a thrilling anticipation throughout the book and the other series…. 7 gods….. 6 versus 1….. lousy names…( angarak, cherek..etc… no no not lousy…. creative!!!! haha)… sorcery (tho i hates witches but this book kinda soften me a jist ;p) ….worriors in arm….and full of adventure…. did i forget the humour? one thing for sure… this book is full of moral values for all ages….. but the one that i like to point out is never limit the inquisity of a child… if i didn’t kill the child spirit. it’ll kill ya… literally! kinda like the lotr series wif maps and all……

garion ha a prophecy to fulfill, to destroy the dark god, thorak…. without him knowing it… protectect by disciples of a god…. he venture into the unknown…. to reclaim his inheritance… as a king of kings….a savior of the world… a magical world ….. 

eddings rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ah yes, i kinda stuck wif a classic now….. around the world in 80 days and 5 weeks in a baloon…. kinda tedious read but interesting all the same… but i dunno…. it lacks sum qualities that i ….. i dunno…. maybe i’m not the classical type!

author: isaac asimov (the real grand master of science fiction!!)

pages: 434

at first i thought this was one of those highly-rated-boring-books-type and how wrong was i!!!!!!!!

bout human in the 12+++ years (imagine that) (where were like, HISTORY) and there not to much science fiction bout this books (not like the x-wing fighter series i once read…oh wow what a bore) but it’s simply a decription on how the world (actually it’s worlds with a capital S) and a man in the verge of discovering psychohistory… a mathematical equation that would enable us (well so to speak) to predict the future (imagine that!!!!) … i dun wanna spoil it so i’m gonna keep my mouth shut for those who haven’t read it yet…. but i warn u, this book is just like icarus.. full of misleading phrases (chapters) and this is one of the books that i will like to describe as ‘magical’, as the ending just blew me off…. more than once…. better than the day after tomorrow… the language kinda ticks u off at times but it’s still forgivable… just a little insight..k…. no harm done.. promise…. form this book i manage to gobble up the fact that mathematic is the single most important thing in the world (past,present and future)…the application was just everywhere in our daily life…. and of course the idea that yeast would be the single most important nutrition in the near future (considering the fact that we might be considering living in far off planets in the near future!!!??? - exactly 250 000 planets or so to speak…..) and what bout robots…. saviour?… consider the likes of terminator and the matrix………

i also just knew that he (isaac asimov) is the creator of i, robot….. (it’s a nice movie but too predictible…)

remember this lines?

three laws of robotics:

one, a robot may not injure a human being, or through inaction allow a human being to come to harm…

two, a robot must obey the orders given it by human beings, except where such orders would conflict with the first law….

three, a robot must protect its own existance, as long as such protection does not conflict with the first or second law…

but…, here’s the punch line… there’s another law….the zeroth law

zero, a robot may not injure humanity or the\rough inaction allow humanity to come to harm…..

kinda coplex but can be accepted….

author: james petterson (if i got that wrong, spare me ;p)

pages: 450++

a nicely contructed story line with a perfectly organized protagonist… with a nicely carved twistt toward the end…..

two villain… soneji ( who strive to be the best crook in history with daring and intelligent modus operandi ) and the brutal alien..mr smith, who autopsied his victim.. brutal and relentless….

a story bout the family of a cop-cum-psychologist (forgot the name already aiya!!!!known as sugar - i’m never good at remembering names) the perfect father to perfect children, and a kind lover….

again. this book satisfy my definition of a good book… containing all the major elemants in life…. although not as descriptive as i wanted it to be and at times too repetitive on the same issue…. but still a nice read, a face paced story with soft moments…. the main theme, surprisingly, is familyhood… i never could hv guessed it to come out of a story on gory murders and tension filled chapters…

another plus side of this novel is that it contain philosophical values, the authir really knew his stuffs, and along the lines there is also the mentioning of sum other good books: along came a spider, angela’s ashes, etc, etc

another 7/10 for me……

at times life just turned on us…… betraying us…. killing off our heart, inche by inche…bits by bits…

13th of july 2005 and 15th of may 2005….. dates that would be the pinnacle of my grief and the lowest point in my life so far…. both my beloved grandfather passed away (may god bless them) ……

i’m never good at funeral….. at mourning death…. at celebrating the journey of love ones to a new level of existance…. for me it’s like killing off a part of you and cast it away to a place where no joy would ever squint on them ever again…..

it’s times like this that really make me think and consider everything in life all over again…. take things for granted and mr. regret will just be round the bend to pounch on u and take sum more out of u … guilt, and the loves that can never be reconcil…..

ya, deaths does does such things to us…. but never in my faintest idea would i considered losing them at one glance….. there would never be another apak for me and there would never be another tok ayah for me……

and the saddest part of the whole lot, is to see my grandmas…. as strong as they tried to be, i could never imagine the anguish of losing the one that u truly love… the one who had shared a lifetime with them….. who’s more then just a husband to them, more than just soulmates…more than just another character in thier journal……. it’s a part of them that make them whole…complete……

love….death…..guilt…regret…anguish…. that’s that

al-fatihah and may god bless the blessed soul of my grandfathers

in memories of:

mohamad @ muhammad ismail

ahmad ali

author(s): david and leigh eddings

pages: 792

…. the realm of gods are breached in this epic adv that can pile the pressure on lotr and dragonlance… but not that great really….. the concept of divinity is the main concern here… the maker-god-deiwos, the preserving-god-dweia and the destructive-god-daeva….. all siblings.. but daeva seem to think he’s the best out of the three…

in came althalus, a thief, a murderer and everything that made a human as crooked as he can be…. but in this book, althalus uphold the principle of ‘the end justify the means’….??????? well, dweai called upon him to ’seek’ the fellowship that could preserve the ‘now’ world…. the thing about this book that’s really interesting is the part where time travel seemed to be as simple as breathing air….. there would be the ‘now’, ‘then’ and ‘morrow’ world that can easily be tempered with caution….. so althalus was supposed to seek dweia’s army of 5 using her book, a dagger…ornated dagger… illuminate- for bheid the priest… obey for the aryo of osthos, andine…. lead for eliar the arum worrior, deceive for gher, althalus apprentice… and listen for the witch leitha who can hear people’s thoughts….. and they are up against ghend, gerta, khnom, krom, argan, and pekhal that does deava’s bickering….. and as usual, the good side always outshone the baddies….

the best bit bout this book is the discussion of religion and how it’s supposed to be in that world… just imagine, for they have 5 coloured order in the priesthood…. the turmoil within a religion, the corruptions everthingelse that concern a belief, the believer and the god….. ;p huh sum heavy stuff eh? but don’t worry, it’s just a fiction, just like da vinci’s code (or is it? :P)

then in came the beautifully crafted words, it got to hand it to the writer…. it’s the most compellingly composition i’d ever read…..

war….. the war was very magical to my opinion and very detailed one at that…. i could be the general of a great army of the 19th century by just reading this book! and nobility is also discussed here… discriminations, human rights and all…..

and here come the cons…… the good guy had it too easy.. it seemed that there no way the bad guys could even touch a hair on the good guys… it’s good that the writer thought that it’s ‘nobler’ this was but yeah, i think it’s best for the good guys to fall first b4 they can walk….. 

and the time travelling could be a bit confusing at times (even impoossible at times but hey, there gods involved here ;p)

a good read with all the elements in a book (love, drama, adv, thrill, bloodshed, tears and all…..)

a 7 out of 10 for me…….

went thru the astro guide the other day…. a  story on asha gill…. and she mentioned something bout being geographically challanged… and that’s why, my dear million, u can’t blame me entirely on that thing bout me on our trip to ipoh…. sob sob.. my ears are still ringing with the all the bashings that day… so there no more mr blur on the road k, it’s considered as sensitive issue…. it’s kinda good to know that i’m not the only one suffering from this handicap but it’s still a disconcerting reminder that someday, i’ll have to venture into the unknown on my own… waaaaaaaa but lifes goes on, or so we thought….

still on the same topic ( i like to think it is so ;P ) … i was on my way back to kelantan… in a bus… bus mutiara… 9pm to 5am….seat no.3 and right there sitting comfortably beside me…. was the most beautiful thing i’d ever seen in my whole blessed life….. thank u god…. a girl (well not actuall a thing is it) wearing baby blue long sleeved shirt… and a white tudung….. oh wow, she’s just… perfect….. all along the way i was trying my best to look good :p and all macho and all…. and making up all this ‘approaching’ moves in my mind:

"ei, where r u headed" (knowing that she’s heading for Machang form her conversation with the bus driver)

"are u cold?"

"want sum of this?"

"i’m sooo bored, would u mind if we talked?"

and sooo many more one-sided dialogues…. all the time hoping that one of those dialogues might somehow popped right out in the open without me having to open my mouth… and there were times when i was brave enough to say sumthing, she’s soundly slumbering there, her face right at me, all cuddly and all, like a koala bear, newborn, and fluffy…… hehehe…..darn that comfortable head rest!… yaya, i know it’s pathetic…. but i’ll bet u’ll be in the same grooves if u were in my shoes……

if only i were brave enough……. i would have known her name, or better yet i could have had her number…… hmmmm all that hard work (using ur mind to imagine things is hard work u know!) 8 hours gone to nothing… like the amber of a great flame fades into the myst of nothingness… gone like the night’s air.. cold, sooo cold that it can freeze a kitten to death… a silent death….

grrrrrrr

if only……

but…. yes there’s always a but….. maybe she deft (she can hear the bus driverright tho), or dumb (she can answer him well too)…. or maybe she has a crooked nose…. since i’m also optically-challanged at night….xeroftalmia as they say it…… ya i think that’s it, god wanna giv me the best and she’s not the one…. yes… i’ll take that… a statement of a big loser…. at least i can get her outta my system… owh that soft n cuddly voice……. that fair and radiant face…… that long and tiny fingers…. that….

nevermind…..

this is the new begining….next time i see her… i’ll be extra miang… hehehehhehhe… owh that eyes….. ;p

ei, thanks for the not so friendly and friendly comments… esp ones that mentioned that i’m not worth remebering but still have a crush on me:p heheheheheh sorry for that, i kinda get naughty this time of the day.. i’ll sure return the favour by sending more saucy comments hehehe u can count on me on that..