luriahk_puteh

been scrolling round reading blogs bout post exam this and that… it would be easier reading the blogs knowing that i excel in the recent EOS3 but’ altho i did my best, my spider sense tells me that i would be in vain this coming friday…. the judgement day… the day i’ll open my exam slip while hoping that at least it’s going to ba a timid B… 

for those who seek an anxious patient, i’ll gladly show them the real meaning of being anxious, not like those whimpy sp’s…. huhuhu

the notion of failing was excruciating that i wanna throw everything aside an just shout……..

on the other hand, if i pass and proceed to sem 4…. i have a heavy task of fulfilling my promises…

1. joining the debate team;p (really ka????)

2. finding a girl friend to redirect my sexual orientation;p (i’m scared myself - enough touching mus!!!!) - i must tell myself that she musn’t love pork more than she love me;p

3. to minimize the number of wives i have now…. ;p (7 and still counting)

4.to return debra’s ruler i borrowed during mock osce

5.to keep my hair as long as possible b4 sis chiang wipe me out of csu room

and the list keeps going on and on… thanks to my everlasting mouth of darkness…

the thing is… nowadays, i find myself losing control of my mouth, i keep on saying things without thinking the consequences…. i keep on telling myself that it’s the EOS stress but my spider sense (again) keep tingling at the back of my mind saying that i’m f****d…

i should contain myself…… ‘thinks b4 i act’ (huhuhu i quote from ‘what women want’ - hey seb, i watched it too k)

now back to the EOS thingy, i dunno what to say bout the papers coz right after coming out of the exam hall i felt nothing, no fear, no worries, nothing… and that scares me the most… u dunno wheter it’s good or not… i just can’t tell….

pliz..pliz let me pass….. i dun wan to spend an extra month doing the same stressful thing!!!!! ow how i wish i was ben right now, i could just play futsal everyday without any worries!!!! arghhhhhhhh…

to those sem 2’s out there,

EOS3 SUCKS

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